This Christ is a man who himself lived with tension and contradiction and inner conflict.
He is a man surrounded by friends who yet withdraws to be apart in the desert.
He is a son and yet he separates himself from his family and asks “who is my mother and who are my brothers?”
He stays alone with himself through long nights of prayer but still journeys on on a road that he knows will bring him to suffering and to death.
He is the redeemer who on the Cross holds together the vertical, pointing towards God, and the horizontal, arms outstretched to the world.
In Christ all things will be brought together.
In Christ all things will be well. (Living with Contradiction: An Introduction to Benedictine Spirituality, Esther de Waal p.39,40).
Finding something to use for a meditation on Good Friday is like looking for a needle in a hay stack. One can use any Scripture reference or of the thousands of references to the Cross in hymnals, Office books, books, etc. On this Good Friday, I chose this quotation from Esther de Waal’s book because there is no paradox or contradiction quite like the Cross.
The Cross is about torture, violence, death, shame and all the ugly words that can describe it. Yet, because of the death of Christ upon it, it is the greatest symbol of God’s unconditional love. All of humanity’s cruelty and malice meets its match in the self-sacrificing love of Christ who is God’s perfect revelation. It cannot be fully grasped or understood. Yet, it is as clear as looking through a plate glass window to what is on the other side.
To contemplate the Cross, is to sit in the presence of God who sees all of us as forgiven and redeemed. The contradiction to that, there is nothing in all of humankind that God cannot see, understand and use to change us and the world around us. In the naked, broken and bleeding body of Christ on the Cross, all of humanities’ ways, sins, foolishness, pride and stupidity is made visible. On the other hand, none of that means that God loves any one of us any more or less.
If there is one thing that we can contemplate about the Cross today, what will that look like?
I see God with arms forever outstretched to embrace us all. I hear God say, “Forgive them, they do not know what they are doing.”
Br. Anselm Philip King-Lowe, n/OSB