“The Lord is a fortress protecting my life. Should I be frightened by anything?” (Psalm 27:1b Common English Bible).
The past few days have been very stressful for me. My autistic spectrum disorder along with my generalized anxiety disorder have really been doing a number on me. I had a lot going on. It was difficult for me to think clearly and calmly.
My daily Lectio Divina yesterday and today took me to these words from Psalm 27. As I meditated on these words, I experienced the Holy Spirit speaking to me through my anxiety and the words of the Psalmist. The Psalmist is proclaiming faith in God who is their light, salvation, fortress and protector of life. As I spent my time in silence and solitude yesterday, my experience of contemplative prayer was that God was my fortress protecting me through my anxiety.
When I read these words today, I got the sense that God had demonstrated once again that God is faithful to God’s words. Today, I can take joy in what God did to protect my life and bring me a sense of peace.
As contemplatives, it is important that we see our moments of discouragement and disorder as moments to search for union with God. God’s grace is more powerful than our circumstances. Even when the circumstances do not produce what we had hoped for. God is our strongest and most powerful deliverer as God is always present in whatever is happening.
“Silence, so understood, is an introduction to contemplative dialogue of prayer, in which the word and deep silence alternate with each other” (The Eremitic Life: Encountering God in Silence and Solitude, by Fr. Cronelius Wencel, Er.Cam. p.110).
“A certain philosopher question the holy Antony, ‘How can you be content, father, without the comfort of books?’ He replied, ‘My things and whenever I wish to read the words of God, it is in my hand.'” (Daily Readings with the Desert Fathers, p.77).
“That is why the Lord said in the Gospel: ‘Whoever hears these words of mine and does them is like a wise man who build his house upon rock; the floods cam and the winds blew and beat against the house, but it did not fall: it was founded on rock’ (Matt 7:24-25). (RB 1980: The Rule of St. Benedict, Prologue, p.17,18).
How is God being your fortress and protecting your life?
Peace be with all who enter here.
Brother Anselm Philip King-Lowe, OSB-CoS
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